Saturday, October 20, 2007

Today was a slack day. So as i was slacking i thought about myself. Well some ppl commented about me recently and alot dao-ed me. So i think then i noticed i was too ego. Actually i noticed long ago but didn't really bother to change...just recently someone sorta woke me up by dao-ing me. Looking back my ego the size of a hippo can make me puke. Me saying my muscles big and so on. What the hell so childish...I mean if my muscles are big ppl can see right? I dont need to tell them so why was i so extra? Make ppl hate me only =.= There are also lotsa ppl who own me so i was just a retarded ego person. And me saying im nice. That ppl can see and feel so i don't really have to say it. Me saying it will only make ppl tink im some retard acting nice. So i was really retarded in a way.

Hmm i also have many sides. I can be unserious or comforting or caring or vulgar or mean or nice. Well too many to name. But usually i show my unserious side. I say things but i don't do them. Im always not serious about things making ppl think i cant be trusted and so on. Oh man what the hell is wrong with me? I'll change. Being serious and caring is better...definitely. And i'll treat everyone equally...boys and girls. Yea man tts what im gonna do. To make my friends and family happy i'll change myself into a better person. I will...

Instead of slacking my whole day away like today i'll also look for some meaningful stuff to do. Hmm i've been neglecting God in a way so i really need to devote more time to Christ. So jia you to me!

Also i dao-ed ppl becos of EOYs. I used to have alot of ppl to talk to but due to EOYs i dao-ed everyone of them >.< Sorry!!! I'll have to make up for it somehow. So the hols is a good time to make up. Sometimes im also very insensitive and say stupid things then ppl end up getting angry at me but they always forgive me in the end so thank you! Nvr really appreciated the help of some good frens too. You all rock XD

So the slacking today sorta made me think of this post! Anymore things u not happy with me just say!(: